Yes you're right it's a Monday - the first day of the week! (Not like the crazies who think the week starts on a Sunday) but would you believe it is also
National Singles Awareness Day - SAD for short!
Can you actually bloody believe there is a whole day dedicated to being single?
Now let's be honest, the person who can up with the actual name is clearly in a relationship, the irony of calling the day after bloody Valentines day a singles day with the acronym SAD - pure evil gloating.
I did not know such a day even existed. If it wasn't for my procrastination of looking at the Daily Mail online (don't judge!) then I wouldn't have known that all my fellow singletons (a name I loath) would be 'celebrating' this Monday.
I started to read the article, I got maybe four paragraphs in and wanted to through my stapler at my screen (not recommended for company property). The article has some beauties such as
"You choose the people you go out with, you stay in bad relationships, you’re the one glaring at people who smile at you in hopes of a conversation and a date". And "
Believing in ‘The One’ is a dangerous concept. It makes people stay in bad relationships when they should leave and is about as helpful as believing in the tooth fairy". Next they'll be telling you Santa Claus isn't real!
Honestly who wrote this shit?!? I think whoever did write it, should read this blog and realise that every single person is not the same. And also it's not as easy as it bloody looks!
I rarely pay myself a compliment but I know I am not exactly Fiona from Shriek in the looks department and, despite what I've been through in the past, I'm also no Alex from Fatal Attraction. However, I still struggle to find (and keep) a decent man.
The article says you shouldn't have a 'type' and to a certain extent I don't. There are certain things I find attractive in a man such as being tall (5'8" +), being in shape (that's more about both being into fitness/being active) and a nice smile.
I don't think this is asking for too much? I saw recently on IG a picture and it was basically saying how girls disregard the men that don't fit there 'standards' and yet these men are not the ones with make up on, fake eyelashes, fake tan etc etc.
I certainly understand this logic, you shouldn't disregard someone who isn't your idea of 'perfect' but I also think, why settle?
By settling for something less than you deserve, you're selling yourself short. I know perfection doesn't exist, and frankly I'd get bored too easily with it. But I do believe you should be with someone you want to be with, you should be with your equal.
I have always disliked Valentines day - even when I was in a relationship. There was always the pressures of having the 'perfect' day. These pressures were not always from within the relationship but often from other people asking what you're going to do and the 'competition' of doing the most romantic thing.
It's utterly pathetic!! Seriously if you're with someone then you should want to do nice things for each other regardless of the date. It should be extra especial on your anniversary as that's unique to the two of you.
I miss the little things like someone running a bath for me and putting candles in the bathroom or someone making my lunch for me to take to work. I don't miss receiving a single red rose to work (especially when the guys mocked asking where are the other 11 roses!).
A question that I've asked myself lately is, am I happy being single? The answer to this is yes and no.
As I am currently single, then yes I am happy with the life I lead. I've mentioned it before that there are certain perks such as being able to starfish in bed and not being accountable to anyone but myself.
But if I look at it differently, would I want to be in a relationship with the right person, absolutely. I'm loving the excitement of getting to know M and all the potential possibilities a future may hold but naturally I'm also bloody scared.
I am very much used to being single so the thought of truly letting someone in, and opening myself up to potentially being hurt again, is frightening. However, I won't allow that fear to stop me trying.
Something I am working on is trying to be more positive about what may happen. I keep saying how realistic I am, but I hide behind this as my realism is often negative.
I think the jist of the article was about how some single people blame everyone else for their single status instead of accepting the blame themselves.
I guess there have been some instances in the past where I have blamed my lousy date on the person I was with, where maybe part of the blame lied with me. Perhaps I didn't try hard enough or wasn't engaging enough. Although let's be honest, you can't polish a turd.
I showed my colleague the article and she gave me a little overview of it. One of the things she mentioned was the 'spark'. Apparently the spark doesn't exist. I have wrote about the spark before and it damn well should exist, it just needs to be realistic.
If you're single, and this spark to you is the whole fireworks and feeling a fundamental connection from the moment you meet then you've watched far too many films and you will be bitterly disappointed.
However, if you're a realist like me, then you realise all this spark means is you have a connection - simple as that. That connection could be anything. It could be you are physically attracted to one another (although just this will not make a relationship last) or it could be that you find it easy to be open and talk to each other freely.
The latter is far more important to me. However, being honest you do still need to be physically attracted to someone. Again it's a matter of being realistic.
Before M, my last date was with this young, attractive guy who happened to be a model. At first I had no idea why he wanted to meet me (my insecurities talking again) but I figured I'll roll with it and meet up. I saw him, and yes he was very good looking but that was it.
He spent the whole night talking about himself - it was the dullest two hours of my life! I wouldn't have minded if it was a two way conversation but literally he asked me one question about me (which I bet he doesn't even remember the answer too).
That to me proves that I am not shallow and just interested in looks. I do want the whole package but the whole package has to be realistic (that word again!).
I don't know why this whole SAD thing has bothered me? I think it's annoyed me that they feel that all singles are alike and we're sad (not intentional) about being single. I hate people putting words into my mouth so that has got my back up a bit.
It's also bothered me that there are so many important awareness days, such as Suicide Awareness Day on 10th September, that having a stupid meaningless day about being single detracts from other important days.
Will I be celebrating Valentines day this year? No. I'm still single (this damn taking things slowly and 'seeing what happens' thing) but I really am not bothered. Instead I'll be celebrating my brother-in-laws birthday!
Will I be celebrating Single Awareness Day - Fuck No!!! I do not need to acknowledge the fact that I am single with a special day. If anything, I may celebrate the fact that V Day is over and I can start checking out which Easter egg I want to buy.