Yes, you've guessed it, Mr J has gone AWOL. I have come up with a number of logical reasons as to why he is missing in action, these include the following;
1. He was abducted by aliens.
2. He's been kidnapped by the Russian Mafia (Sorry the Russians always get the blame).
3. He's been arrested for an offence relating to the Proceeds of Crime Act 2002 (purely picked that act out of thin air... nothing to do with his job or anything!).
There are other potential scenarios, I mean he may have actually been in an accident and hurt (I really hope that, and the others above, are not the case). But more likely what's happened, in the words of Greg Behrendt is "He's just not that into you".
Obviously, that is the case here but this is a classic example of how fucked up modern age dating is!!
I did the post about our second date and it honestly was lovely. I don't believe in the 'perfect' date but there wasn't anything about the date that I would have change.
We had a lovely time chatting, we held hands as we were walking along and we shared a nice good night kiss.
I've spoken to Mr J since our date, everything seemed fine. He checked to see if I was ok after my operation and we arranged for him to come round on Friday so we could watch a movie and have a take away together. So then how did it get to radio silence?
I won't bore you with the full dissection of the interaction we had but there was nothing that I can think of that would make him not want to talk to me.
Actually, that's a slight lie. I told him about Dean on our date. This is another issue that yet again keeps coming up, when do I bring up the topic of the dead husband?
We were having a conversation and he mentioned about how we've both never been married before, I felt like I couldn't agree with that because it's a lie. It's so difficult knowing when to mention my past but a comment like that made me feel like I have to be honest and say.
I'm not ashamed of being married before. Just because I found someone I loved very early on and made the life long decision to be married, doesn't deter from the fact that I could love someone else in the future. I hope that most decent men would not be put off by my past.
Mr J seemed to take what I said well. In fact, he was very sympathetic and he even told me how he has been affected by someones suicide in the past. I felt it helped us talking about it.
If that isn't the reason for him not speaking to me then I honestly don't know what it is? I said from the beginning that I thought he was a little out of my league (to which a few lovely people had a go at me for being silly) but again I don't think he thought that, it was just a little bit of my insecurities which I tend to hide well.
Either way, this is going to be another one of life's little mysteries. Similar to what was the best thing before sliced bread? And how comes abbreviation is such a long word?
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