I've had a pretty stressful day at work so maybe it's just a feeling of it would be nice to go home to a cuddle and a nice cup of tea but I do feel a little sad.
Or maybe it's my sub conscience feeling guilty about looking at dating again - who knows.
I don't like it when I feel like this. I feel like I'm not in control of my own emotions and we all know how much I like to be in control.
I think everyone is so used to hearing about me going on holiday or excited about buying a new handbag that they forget what has happened in the past.
I'll never forget. Not that I'd even want to forget. I (mainly) loved my time with Dean. And everything that I've been through has shaped me into the person I am today.
Despite my selfishness sometimes, I don't think I'm a bad person.
So tonight I'll have an evening of feeling a little down and no doubt tomorrow I'll wake up 'happy' again.
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